Major changes are on the horizon for this family but nothing is set in stone just yet. Maybe we’ll move, maybe we won’t. Maybe Jason will find a new job, maybe he won’t. For all I know that gypsy fantasy I have might become reality and we’ll all be living out of a bus in the next month or two. Seriously that is how uncertain our future is right now.
I don’t do well with uncertainty. I need a goal to work towards and a plan to work on. Patiently waiting for others to make a decision is physically painful for me, which is a tad ironic considering the person I’m married to. Lately I’ve been running in circles trying to decide which way to go, and at the end of the day I look around and wonder what I’ve accomplished and if any of it mattered. As for the rest of us:::
Kiara is by far the happiest of us all, and her energy has been rubbing off on the rest of us. We just can’t seem to stay unhappy with her around. SHe doesn’t seem to sense any negativity or stress – I could be in the middle of a major melt down, and she’s just goo-ing away with a big smile on her face. I turn all cheesy and rediculous whenever I talk about her. It’s awful. i annoy myself. She has the boys wrapped tight too, and they are at her beck and call. She’s our highest priority. I think my spotlight has been officially taken over, and you know- surprisingly I don’t even care.
Jack’s hair is growing fast and i’m super excited that it seems to be curly still. I was a little afraid it wasn’t going to be this time. He is adorably popular at school- and is finally feeling safe and secure there. The other night Jack was brave enough to recite the pledge of allegiance in spanish, and I couldn’t help but beam with pride. He’s doing so well in school. Art is still his favorite but he’s spending more time playing star wars on his DS lately.
Jaden has a special bond with his baby sister – I knew he’d be a good big brother, but his attention and love for her goes way beyond my expectations. There doesn’t seem to be any jealousy – he does all he can to keep his lil sister happy. Jaden is doing much better in school, too. He seems to have found his niche socially, and I haven’t heard complaints about his attention level either. I think he’s catching up now. I knew he would.
Everything else just keeps going. ~xoxo~
